Haven't blogged regularly now... that's because I have a new listening ear... but at this moment, I need you my dear diary, to listen to me again... Because I don't have one now...
TGIF was ok today, and I felt ok all the way home. But somehow, somewhere along the line, my heart felt like it's sinking and sinking... as if something just squeezed hard on my heart, suffocating it.
I just feel like crying but there is no shoulder for me to lean on, no one to talk to me and cheer me up...
Images of Him, high above nailed on the cross, I think that's what Mother Mary felt when she saw her son up there... I dunnoe why I am feeling this all of a sudden, but I just feel so sad inside, and just want to curl up and cry and cry and cry... but the shoulder I need is just busy playing LAN...
I don't even know why I titled this Good Friday... indeed, this is a day we should be joyous, because this day commemorates the day Jesus died for us, and cleaning us of our sins... but it is also a day of saddness... because on this day, Mother Mary lost her son, albeit for a good cause.
Perhaps it was the drama that triggered me... I dunnoe... you know especially for woman, having that life come out from your body, it is even more painful for us when we lose our child, compared to for a man. Afterall, we carried this life in our body.... I am babbling I know... but I just feel so painful inside... I dunnoe why... I just want to cry and cry....
Out. Maybe sleep will help me stop the tears...
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Saturday, April 07, 2012
Friday, February 03, 2012
2012... still the same old... & some blabber
I know I know... This blog is almost zombie town since I started dating... well... and church and stuff...
So anyway... Just felt compelled to blog about this... Saw the MV on my Facebook feed... so...
I didn't watch Breaking Dawn Part I in the theatre and I am SO SO SO SO regretting it!!! I know A LOT of people around me find this whole Twilight craze a bit silly but I am really a Twihard too.
Yes, I do agree that to a certain extent, the way Bella rely so much on Edward irks me sometimes... BUT BUT BUT... I am in love with them because of how devoted they are towards each other. It is something I yearn for so so much... but in reality it's not exactly realistic.
This kind of devotion and love that chokes me up everytime I think about it. The kind of devotion and love that is totally impossible for us... but I guess, only possible with God.
When I was reading the book, I was single then. I remembered that I cried so so much. I can feel the way Bella feels towards Edward, praises to Stephenie Meyer for describing it so well and in so much details. The need to just have that person with you, the yearning to finally belong to that person and marry that person and just belong. To want to have that person reciprocate the same.
Indeed, having Bella flit between liking Jacob and liking Edward is not exactly something that we should learn and not something that I like too... but well.. its part of the story. The main thing here is... the entire story is about their love, forbidden it may be... but a pure and devoted love nonetheless.
Watching this MVand the scenes in between, especially the one where Edward was looking at Bella walk in, just made me feel so touched. I guess I cried cuz I was touched and not sad... =X I can see their eyes... so full of love for one another, so full of anticipation when they will be announced husband and wife, when Bella knows that she will finally finally truly belong to him.
Some people find the story bullshit, some find it silly, some find it lame/cheesy/mushy... etc... but I just love it... When Part II comes out... I MUST watch the Part I & II marathon... in the cinema theatre...
THERE! Got it off my chest... and time to sleep.
Haven't practised nor revised my Korean for ages... I guess taking classes still works better for me since I don't have the discipline for self study. Soon soon...
Good night! 잘 자요! 굿 나잇 여러분~
So anyway... Just felt compelled to blog about this... Saw the MV on my Facebook feed... so...
I didn't watch Breaking Dawn Part I in the theatre and I am SO SO SO SO regretting it!!! I know A LOT of people around me find this whole Twilight craze a bit silly but I am really a Twihard too.
Yes, I do agree that to a certain extent, the way Bella rely so much on Edward irks me sometimes... BUT BUT BUT... I am in love with them because of how devoted they are towards each other. It is something I yearn for so so much... but in reality it's not exactly realistic.
This kind of devotion and love that chokes me up everytime I think about it. The kind of devotion and love that is totally impossible for us... but I guess, only possible with God.
When I was reading the book, I was single then. I remembered that I cried so so much. I can feel the way Bella feels towards Edward, praises to Stephenie Meyer for describing it so well and in so much details. The need to just have that person with you, the yearning to finally belong to that person and marry that person and just belong. To want to have that person reciprocate the same.
Indeed, having Bella flit between liking Jacob and liking Edward is not exactly something that we should learn and not something that I like too... but well.. its part of the story. The main thing here is... the entire story is about their love, forbidden it may be... but a pure and devoted love nonetheless.
Watching this MVand the scenes in between, especially the one where Edward was looking at Bella walk in, just made me feel so touched. I guess I cried cuz I was touched and not sad... =X I can see their eyes... so full of love for one another, so full of anticipation when they will be announced husband and wife, when Bella knows that she will finally finally truly belong to him.
Some people find the story bullshit, some find it silly, some find it lame/cheesy/mushy... etc... but I just love it... When Part II comes out... I MUST watch the Part I & II marathon... in the cinema theatre...
THERE! Got it off my chest... and time to sleep.
Haven't practised nor revised my Korean for ages... I guess taking classes still works better for me since I don't have the discipline for self study. Soon soon...
Good night! 잘 자요! 굿 나잇 여러분~
Monday, January 09, 2012
VICTORIA's SECRET Spree #5 - ORDERED
Hi all,
As usual please see things to note below:
As usual please see things to note below:
- Capping at USD$250
- Exchange rate: USD 1 : SGD 1.33 , will collect shortage if rate is higher!
- Handling charge of SGD$1 apply for each order.
- Please add to cart to check availability of stock. Backordered items will only be accepted, depending on the agreement between me and the spree-er.
- Shipping will be collected as 2nd payment.
- ONLY PAID ORDERS WILL BE CONFIRMED. No payment = no order.
- If you are uncomfortable/do not wish to adhere by the terms stated here, then no one is forcing you to buy with me. Spree-ers who do not cooperate/adhere to the terms stated will be blacklisted.
Any queries, please email me at flyndancez@gmail.com.
Update: Order has been placed.
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Orders below:
Candy
http://www.victoriassecret.com/search/sale%7Csearch/sale/bras?ProductID=1321706209471
Colour: Pink
Size: 34C
Price: $9.99
http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669196503&c=Page&cid=1265675326325&pagename=vsdWrapper
Colour: deep turquoise
Size: 34C
Price: $19.99
http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669944116&c=Page&cid=1321712143393&pagename=vsdWrapper
Colour: gypsy pink & blackdot
Size: M
4 for $28 (2 for $14)
TOTAL: USD43.98 x 1.33 + $1 = SGD $59.49
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Zhumei
1. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669599946&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36C
color: white
$39
2. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669574682&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36c
color: buff if not white
2 for $49.50
3. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669551595&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36c
color: cherub pink
2 for $49.50
4. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669457599&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: tropical punch with ruffle trim
5 for $26
5. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669409852&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: white / french blue
5 for $26
6. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669661053&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: I heart black
5 for $26
7. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669658777&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: buff
5 for $26
Total: USD114.5 x 1.33 + $1 = SGD$153.28
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Taliya
TOTAL : USD75.99 x 1.33 = SGD$101.06
Update: Order has been placed.
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Orders below:
Candy
http://www.victoriassecret.com/search/sale%7Csearch/sale/bras?ProductID=1321706209471
Colour: Pink
Size: 34C
Price: $9.99
http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669196503&c=Page&cid=1265675326325&pagename=vsdWrapper
Colour: deep turquoise
Size: 34C
Price: $19.99
http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669944116&c=Page&cid=1321712143393&pagename=vsdWrapper
Colour: gypsy pink & blackdot
Size: M
4 for $28 (2 for $14)
TOTAL: USD43.98 x 1.33 + $1 = SGD $59.49
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Zhumei
1. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669599946&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36C
color: white
$39
2. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669574682&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36c
color: buff if not white
2 for $49.50
3. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669551595&c=Page&cid=1308307890346&pagename=vsdWrapper
size: 36c
color: cherub pink
2 for $49.50
4. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669457599&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: tropical punch with ruffle trim
5 for $26
5. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669409852&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: white / french blue
5 for $26
6. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669661053&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: I heart black
5 for $26
7. http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265669658777&c=Page&cid=1308307890382&pagename=vsdWrapper
size : M
color: buff
5 for $26
Total: USD114.5 x 1.33 + $1 = SGD$153.28
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Taliya
TOTAL : USD75.99 x 1.33 = SGD$101.06
Friday, October 28, 2011
잘지냈어... 잘 살았어...
안녕! 오랜만이에요...
나 요즘 많이 일을 있는데 진짜 행복해요..
좀 피곤하기 도 괜찮아. ㅎ ㅎ
나... 요즘 한국어를 연습 안해...하지만 TTMIK 듣고 있어.. ㅋㅋ
TTMIK의 선생님들가 다 너무 좋아요.
으.... Blogger의 새로운 interface를 좋아해요.
아 그래! 11월 7일은 우리의 기념일이에요. ㅎ ㅎ 흥분~ 흥분! ㅋㅋ
Friday, July 22, 2011
Bumble Bee
I realised I havent had the urge to write for a while. I havent the urge to keep up with my Korean language learning and basically anything Korean. Recently, I have been concentrating on my boyfriend, God, church and stuff... I havent sat down and spend time reading, or revising my Korean. I guess this is one of the sacrifice I have to make... Sometimes I do wish I have more time so I can have those time to just myself alone... like this. Thus the title of Bumble Bee... always moving.
Indeed, time is equal to money. These 2 things seem to pass me by in a frenzy without me realizing where they have gone to. Once in a while, I wish I can just stay at home, not go out and spend some time to read some fiction, revise my Korean while my iTunes plays in the background. I do miss singlehood in a certain way... The multitude of commitments and responsibilities do get suffocating once in a while. I think, to become a person worthwhile of God's approval and attaining God's vision for us, we really need to have a strong faith and full surrender. Otherwise, like me, when I think too much, I start to feel the burden of this responsibility and feel a bit tired.
Indeed, time is equal to money. These 2 things seem to pass me by in a frenzy without me realizing where they have gone to. Once in a while, I wish I can just stay at home, not go out and spend some time to read some fiction, revise my Korean while my iTunes plays in the background. I do miss singlehood in a certain way... The multitude of commitments and responsibilities do get suffocating once in a while. I think, to become a person worthwhile of God's approval and attaining God's vision for us, we really need to have a strong faith and full surrender. Otherwise, like me, when I think too much, I start to feel the burden of this responsibility and feel a bit tired.
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